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Sunday, July 31, 2016

Forever Together


We  are not great you say
tell it to the sons and daughters
who sacrificed and gave their life
for the freedoms that we know today
With humbled heart on bended knee
I can hear their valiant cries for life and liberty
Men and women black and white
all religions race and creed
Who fought together hand in hand
for the common thread of decency
Hand over heart as we salute and pray
those who died not in vain but with dignity
forever together 
Arlington National Cemetery

Robert
2016

Week 58

I have spent most of my life outside of the box trying to get in, fit in, conform, and make other people happy instead of embracing my talents, my individuality, and my artisans soul. I should not be ashamed to be fearful, it is human nature, it is part of me, fear keeps me on the move, it makes me do things that need to be done. Without fear I become complacent and comfortable. There is something about comfort that makes me uncomfortable. Almost, as if I let my guard down for too long I will get sucker punched by life.

Note to self: never get too comfortable, keep your guard up, roll with the punches, and get up when knocked down as quickly as possible. If your adversary is stronger and capable of inflicting harm run like hell to live and fight another day.

Much Love and Peace

Robert
2016

Friday, July 29, 2016

Jump Within


Standing in a field of yellow 
Naked
Hands raised in the air
Holding onto thin
You look at me
As if to say
With painted eye
And lip 
Don't be afraid
To join
Take it off
Be a fool
Come 
And jump
Within

Robert
2016

Monday, July 25, 2016

More To Me

I won't say I love you because
That's not where you want to go
I'll only say that you mean more
To me than you'll ever know

Robert
2016

Sunday, July 24, 2016

Too Old

When are you
too old
To be told
What to do
What to think
Who to love
When does
Life get easy
In your house
In your yard
In your head
How will I know
Where to be
What to wear
Where to go
When are you to old
To write a song
Hang out
To belong
Who do I ask
What's it all about
Do I hesitate
Or do it now
When are you
When are you
When are you
Too old...

Robert
2016

Thursday, July 21, 2016

Be Yourself

I am constantly being told
to be myself,
but
what if myself
is an ass?
Maybe I should try
a little less.

Robert
2016

Tuesday, July 19, 2016

Life

She's reading Life magazine
in her underwear
leaning  against the trailer.
She looks like Sophia Loren
on the front cover
standing next to an Andy Warhol
Coca Cola painting
on the back.
It's a trailer park in Mississippi
and it's so hot
that she could be anyone
she fucking wants.
September 16, 1966,
I remember that cover well.
I was a teenage boy
and she was beautiful in black lingerie.
Thank God for Life,
the magazine that is.
It's all there was before we had TV.
Times change,
but beauty is the one constant
that remains.

Robert
2016

Monday, July 18, 2016

I Am

I am not an artist but I paint,
I am not a singer but I sing,
I am not a writer but I write,
I guess I'm not a lot of things.
What am I to do?
Stop, oh no, I think not
Perhaps I'll try something new
Sail a boat but not be a sailor
Fish but not be a fisherman
Climb a mountain but not be a mountaineer
Ride a bike but not be a biker
Make pottery but not be a potter
Cook but not be a chef
Build something but not be a builder
What's the reason one might say?
Because there are so few hours in a day
So few days in a year
And
So few years in a lifetime

Now, where was I?

Robert
2016

Sunday, July 17, 2016

Lightning

Lightning
One one thousand two one thousand
Three...
Ahh, there you are
BOOM
Off to the south heading out to sea
The storm that never
Rained a drop
Scared the dog shook the house
And split my neighbors tree
I saw it all from the den
While watching MeTV
Andy Taylor Barney Fife
Little Opie and Aunt Bee
To be exact...
Only perhaps by today's standards
A bit too Rhymy...
Never the less it
SCARED THE HELL
Out of me...

Robert
2016

Saturday, July 16, 2016

I Understand

I understand hate
I understand violence
I am not ignorant
I  am not alone
I have a voice
I will speak out
Against…

We are headed in the wrong direction
Everywhere
We stare at our phones
We stare at our computers
We stare at our TV’s
Yet we do not stare at each other
This is not a video game
This is not a reality show
These are real people
With real families
Quotes and poems are fine
Our words need to tell the story
Of what is happening
Right in front of our eyes
Get out of the pool
Stop stuffing hot dogs
Down your throat
No gym or yoga
Or spreadsheets at work
Will save us
Stop worrying about
What your friends are doing
Or how you can make a buck
Think about what is happening
It's frightening
It's not a movie
It's not a cheap novel
It's not the universe talking to you
It's fear hate and anger
It's people protesting
Against the rulers of the world
For being assholes
For selling us all
Like cheap dime store trinkets
It's our food our health
Our children's future
It's refugees sleeping in tents
Surrounded by barbed wire
And the world saying
We don't want you
They only want to go home
But there is no one to protect
Them from being slaughtered
While we shoot each other
And bitch about our rights
We have no rights
Other than the ones we are
Allowed to have
Because we cannot control
Our greed and lust
Never have never will
It's human nature
It's why we have religions
And prophets to keep us all afraid
Of going to hell if we are bad
Or go to heaven if we kill our enemies
While children starve
We dine on filet mignon
While the water becomes undrinkable
We keep pissing in it
With our chemicals
While the air becomes unbreathable
We keep clogging it up with our fumes
We are all guilty
There is no one pure
There is no politician going to save us
There is no savior
There is only us
As fucked up and fallible as we are
We are the answer
All we have to save ourselves
Is each other
I am not the first
To speak or write these words
But I am writing them anyway
Because in order to understand
I write

I will continue to say it, I will not apologize for rambling.

Love is the answer, we are all connected.

Much Love and Peace

Robert
2016







Friday, July 15, 2016

Broken

Broken glass
Knocked it on the floor
I looked to see
Yes it is broken
My favorite glass
It's been with me
Since we broke up
Now it's gone too
Broken
Fuck...

Robert
2016


Thursday, July 14, 2016

Grandpa's Doing Yoga

Grandpa's doing yoga in the nude
What a sight to see
Puts a towel on the floor and
Lays out quietly
Stretching this and
Stretching that
He pulls and tugs
Grandma doesn't say a word
Cept "put some clothes on
You old fool and
get your ass
Off my brand new rug..."
"You're just jealous woman
Cause you can't
Touch your head with your leg"
Grandpa turned
And said
"Yeah but I can put my foot
Up your ass
And make you wish
That you were dead..."
Grandpa didn't have to meditate
Or listen to his breath
To know he better hurry up
And do
What Grandma says

Robert
2016

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

Cryptic (Part 21)


Yes, it had taken him a long time to figure it out, but he was getting very close. He had always thought that things happened in a fashion that appeared to be coincidental to what he was thinking of or writing about but he had a suspicion that there was more than that. In some fashion his thoughts and now his words became realities in some bizarre way akin to another dimension or something that he did not understand and could not describe. It was not like he had any control over the actions of others, especially people that he had never met or had any acquaintance with. He had no command over people, he could not think someone to do something or write about a specific action and have it happen. No, Coincidence for the most part appeared to be random, but usually with some very striking similarities, that’s why he had always considered Coincidence as the cause. His life was filled with them and they were all focused on his thoughts and now his writing.

Now he was standing in the hallway embracing this beautiful woman who was completely naked and wanting him so badly that he could cut the Passion in the air with a knife. He had written the words and now Coincidence was here in a place and a time that once again he did not calculate. It was within hours of being written that this occurrence was happening. There was a part of him that wanted to embrace not only Love and this moment and take her and make crazy love to her, but there was also a part of him that was so frightened of what this meant that he wanted to run and never look back. He knew now what he had only presumed and he questioned that perhaps he should never have thought about it.

It still appeared that Coincidence was being driven by a dark force, bent on destroying things and causing pain, so if he made love to her would this merely be the wicked side of Passion taking form driven by insatiable Lust? He was frightened and did not want harm to come to anyone from his thoughts or actions, but if it was true how could he stop it or how could he use it in a beneficial way? In this world of instant communication and information there was no excuse or time for ignorance, and if someone were to find out about his ability would they be safe? He remembered that feeling that he had in the café of being watched before running into and meeting Fate.

In the meantime, there was this incredible moment that he was experiencing, and as Love’s hands started to unbutton his shirt he remembered how lonely he had been and how desperately he wanted to hold someone just as he was doing now. He would make a decision standing here in this hall that could possibly change the course of history, at the very least his. If Coincidence had brought him here it was now Choice that would keep him.

The decision, game on. He picked her up, her bare legs wrapped around his waist, carried her back into the room, shut the door behind him and followed Destiny, to be lovers. To hell with Fate, and if this was only Coincidence, he was going to enjoy the fruits of Passion and Lust. This was not just some woman; this was Love in the flesh, and she had been touched by his thoughts and words. This is what legends are written of, this is the reason people have expressed, felt, and shared with others throughout all time.

This was the moment of Truth…

Could he, would he, and most important, should he penetrate the veil of Love? This question was about to be answered, and if she had her way, it would be more than once…
 

To be continued…
 

Robert
2016

Tuesday, July 12, 2016

Run

Keep running away
until there is
nowhere else to go
Running from what
Maybe it's the fear
Of finding out
Who the fuck you really are
If you stop running
You might discover
That you are not
what you think
But merely that
You are a good runner
Don't fight what works
Fuck it if you like to run
Then run
Problem is
You keep looking back
And there's nothing there
No one gives a fuck
They're too busy running
From themselves too
It's a race with no winners
Only losers
Scared frightened and running
Hurry up
You're wasting time
Run


Robert
2016

Sunday, July 10, 2016

Black Dog

Keep the black dog close
so as never to forget
the darkness and the doom
which it represents,
loving and kind
but will bite you in the ass
if you fuck with it too much.


Much love and peace

Robert
2016

Not Much To Say

 
We all feel like such insignificant pieces of the puzzle most of the time when in reality it takes all the pieces joined together to make the picture complete.
 

For every action there is a reaction is a fact proven in nature. Why do we continue to challenge the truth and expect anything different?


If you give love do you receive hate? Perhaps, but the odds are not in its favor.


Rest in peace sister Susan.


Much love and peace


Robert
2016

 

Wednesday, July 6, 2016

Cryptic (Part 20)


It came at just the right time, the embrace meant more to him then she would ever know. He knew that he had found what he had been looking for and could feel it at this very moment touched by the one person who could make him forget the past, not worry about the future, and to remain here in this moment embraced by Love.

She had been apprehensive, but for this moment she had given in to her craving to hold on to the one person who knew her inner desires and who understood what it meant for her to be afraid and to let go of her fears. The energy between these two lovers bonded by passion for freedom of expression would continue to unite them and create a living source for all those lost without direction seeking Love to cling to. This embrace was so pure that there are no words to describe it, only that it is the one true part of life, to love and to be loved.

He was Peace and she was Love, the two of them finding each other was not Coincidence, there has always been a connection between them, together they bring forth Hope.

A feeling of optimism rushed through his veins, Love could feel him through his words, but she was driven by her own thoughts not his. He had met Fate, he had searched for Destiny, and now he stood here embraced with Love not by Coincidence but rather by Choice.


To be continued…


Robert
2016