I love to write. Even when I don’t know what to say I love
to write. I like typing onto this computer screen. Sometimes I write on my note
pad and then transfer it to here. I need the muse to return though, I fear. As I
sit here watching the water and tides through my window my mind drifts, not to
any particular thing, but just drifts almost like it has a blank page too. Decisions
are weighing heavy on me and it feels good to drift. Just watch the water and
let the mind drift, while my fingers glide over these keys. There are many
things that need to get done but I just drift. Drifting only lasts for short
periods and gets interrupted easily, so enjoy it while it happens.
I am not alone. I have the sky, the water, the birds, the
waves, and the wind around me. I have my dog for company, and I have my
computer for writing. The telephone provides communication with those who care,
and my car takes me places that I need to go. It is only when I think about
what I do not have is when I start to feel loneliness. I am not alone as long
as you read this and think of me. The gift of friendship is a powerful anti-depressant
that works far better than any drug.
Guess I’m done with this, interruptions abound.
Much love and peace
Robert
2015
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